Yes I am still alive, I definitely thought I would report on vacations but... you know, life. Many things happened on my winter break, good and bad as everything else. Emotional things, fights, many laughs, missing people, etc. But in genera I just can not complain I am still full of blessings.
Now that I am back in school I am feeling again a little bit out of place, it is really weird and I still have not figured out why. Many issues and topics spin in my head recently, I am feeling very confused.
On the other hand rehearsals have started and it's absolutely amazing. In my personal crisis, I involved my work in the play. I started feeling that I wasn't giving my all at rehearsals, everyone is so creative and giving so many ideas, I am just very doubtful about my character. I mean this is a process but I feel everyone is many floors ahead of me. Now I started working a lot more and trying to give ideas and put a lot to it.
I must say rehearsals have given me life again, confirming once again that that is my life and I was made to do that for the rest of my life successfully. I can not wait to see more about the play, in it's actual form.
According to Marissa
